This thesis is an interrogation of repetition, spirituality, the self, and grief through the lens of religiosity and family. It offers a dive into the transformative power of change via fragmentation and the paradoxical nature of repetition. This thesis is an interrogation of repetition, spirituality, the self, and grief through the lens of religiosity and family. It offers a dive into the transformative power of change via fragmentation and the paradoxical nature of repetition. This thesis is an interrogation of repetition, spirituality, the self, and grief through the lens of religiosity and family. It offers a dive into the transformative power of change via fragmentation and the paradoxical nature of repetition.